Cosmic Disconnect

I want everything.I want nothing.
I contradict myself.Morning blues.Every day is a fight.A fight for nothing.

Soaring Ambition.Lingering thoughts.Little nothings.Meaningless titter.Careless whispers.Boundless imagination.Food for thought.

Kind gestures.Unadultered laughter.Innocence.
Stolen moments.Partners in Crime.Belonging.Tranquility.

Desire.Fear.Ego.Solitude.Void.Imbalance.Insensitivity.Narcissism
Mediocrity.Hysteria.

Chaos.Struggle.Drudgery.Patterns.Choices.Denial.Endurance.Turmoil.Acceptance.

Pit Stops.Dead Ends.

Paradise Lost.Futile attempts.Hope.Divine Intervention.Genesis.
Lost and found.

Disparity.Charmed existence.Genuine people.

Sublime Vision.Aesthetics.Sound of music.Rhythm.Colours.Twinkle toes.Brilliance.Euphoria.Elevated mind.

Creative geniuses.Dafts.More dafts.

True lies.Cruel truths.
Peace.Pristine nature.Seamless time.

Theres more than one me in me.They are not in sync.
They want different things.At different times.